CloverVille

Concern of the season

2010-01-18T21:58:00.000-08:00

B.L.O.G.S.
Ayoyo...for cryin out loud...what is up with our lot? i mean really, honestly..is this really what our people find entertainment in?
dance-2-this and dhool08 blogspots are such an embarrassment. completely meaningless. cheap thrill of firing at unknown users and flowering ur vulgarities as much as you can. brudders....grow up no really, from the bottom of all our hearts,
GET AN ENTERTAINMENT SYSTEM GOING ON!!
...watch movies, get a good book.. play com games...

uncool stuff no. 1 : being a blog sore.

*cloverville*

:)

2009-12-30T08:31:00.000-08:00

Its nice to be back typing on the board...
i have a really loooooooooooooooooooooong story to write...i guess i'll do that next week...in my new lap top:D hehehe..just had to brag...oh well
here i go...walking right into the new year..totally grinning and feeling all smug...
h e r e w e g o a g a i n . . .

PS: info of the day = colour of the year...teal/turquoise and red..(:

*cloverville*

things to achieve by the end of this year!!!

2009-09-29T19:35:00.001-07:00

h m m m m . . .this is gonna be so cool...i think we should all try stating out the simple things that makes us happy..and how we can go about to attain it...:)

we all know life sucks..its rather unfair and....bla bla bla...

so wat do we do?...wait till world ends in 2012?...nah...not for me...dreams like going a tour around the world...have a bollywood wedding...meet oprah...be able to gift cars and partments to ppl...well those...can wait..for now....lets see

10 things to achieve by the end of this year

1. kiss someone(:P) in the middle of nowhere when its raining mad!!!

2. wear the perfect long dress and roam around the country with loved ones...or at least a loved one..

3. play with sparkles...tell story...joke...laugh..and stay in the arms of a someone all night out in an open field or beach...

4. buy the sari of my dreams and the perfect accessories and take loads of nice nice nice pictures with all my darlings for diwali...go for dinner!!

5. have a holiday with absolutely no headaches and worries...

6. discover a secret hideout and stay there throughout the sunset with some sanwiches and loads of things to talk about

7. get a laptop!!!

8. dress up for halloween!! go for night safari halloween night!!!

9. go for rockwall climbing or...bungee jumping!!!

10. celebrate christmas the way i want it...to decorate the tree the way i like..(to have good money to spend on it)...wear the perfect dress that ll make someone unable to take their eyes of me...(che...dream on haha)...

so yea..ten thingamijics to achive this by end of this year...argh!...is it too much..nah i dun think so...but yea...coolios!!!

tick tick tick..and i'm a happy baby:D

*cloverville*

CheckLists!

2009-08-25T18:24:00.000-07:00

we've got checklists for an outing, for shopping, for daily activities...and ppl...we definitely need one to clear questions in a relationship ...it can be quite fun actually...

try writing one yourself..gives u clearer picture to wat you want in life...be it this or anything else... :D

lets try this out...whats my checklists for a guy that i wanna be with..hmmmm...er...well number...

1. love me head over heels...hahaha...like totally..
2. can read my heart by looking into my eyes
3. look at me and tell me im looking awesome even if im not haha
4. hold my face gently and if i asked you why say that u just felt like doing it
5. hold my hand and pull me closer to you
6. tell me what you think about me, every now and then...even if it is a bad thing
7. date me!!
8. get excited over meeting me
9. always up to sumthing to put a smile on my face
10. be the first to spot wats new on me
11. my biggest fan and my biggest critic...
12. my gossip buddy
13. my best-hug mate
14. appreciates me and tells me how happening i look, even if it is a lie..just so to make me wanna dress up for u...
15. call me out in the night...and insist upon meeting immediately..just to kiss me for the fun of or a bear hug (if u're not a hugs person, u're naturally out of the list btw)
16. steal glances at me every now and then if i asked you why...say u're happy looking at your gf
17. make a dance move with me in the middle of nowhere...just so u can enjoy the moment
18. do up my hair for me (:
19. tell me your opinion of my fashion and ask me to dress according to ur taste..just cos u want me to...
20. my comfort zone
21. click an eye contact with me when in public or with friends..tell me i love you wen no ones looking or hearing...hehehe
22. play games with me..like scissors paper stone or chopsticks etc.
23. dun be afriad to show me off me to the world
24. call me and tell me u just called to hear my voice
25. tell me that im the woman of your dreams and you cant believe that you're with me
26. u dunno wat ego means
27. you pour the love to me in person instead of virtual communicators
28. and the list goes on...sigh

hahaha... well basically...you dun need a big wallet to do all the above and the rest of the list that goes on...you need a big heart full of me in it...hahaha

damn im such a girl...

well yea...if you fit the above..its a pass...come date me i say...hahaha...hopefully its you..you know im talking about you...i wish you'll do all of the above...u'd wanna do all these if u love me as much as i love you...so yea..argh...*runs hides face under blanket*

waiting...waiting...waiting...roll*

*cloverville*

God Loves...

2009-08-18T19:09:00.000-07:00

Failure is God's way of saying, "Oops!, you're in the wrong direction".

i've dreamt of a fairytale life, prince charming in white horse, to totally sweep me of my feet, give me the most beautiful time.
i've always wanted to be a performer, the stage, the curtains, the script, the spotlights, the camera, the mike.
i've always wanted to get married, the yellow rice, the jewellery, the rituals, the fun:)
i've always wanted to be a mother of many children, to have a crowded house full of nothing but laughter.
i've always wanted to know what it feels like to be loved.
i've always always wanted to know what it feels like to fall in love.

god gave me everything...

he gave me a prince, in a white something else, totally swept me off my feet and gave me the most beautiful time.
he gave me an opportunity to be a performer, the stage, the curtains, the script, the spotlights, the camera, the mike...and much more, he gave me fame and popularity
he gave a wedding day and said," go ahead feel like a bride," and i did..the yellow rice the jewellery, the rituals, the fun...
he gave me a crowded house full of laughter and everything else, he gave me montfort, he gave me not one not two but hundreds of children to be a mother for
he gave many special people to pour nothing but love on me
he made me fall in love to know how much i can love someone and i did...

now he's telling me, "i gave you all that you wanted, now will you look at me", he says, "will you do something for me", he asks very humble, very subtle, he asks.

designed so perfectly to end the life i knew it as it is,
i move on to live my purpose, whatever it may be... i asked for experience, he gave me life. what more could i ask of him.

he knows, he loves...

*cloverville*

Smitten's Back!

2009-08-17T17:32:00.000-07:00

My Smitten mag is back!!..only, with a new name and outlook but the content seems to be the same...(:
all the mag maniacs like me...if you're those to buy multiple mags a month or week cos u really dun wanna miss out on anything...Stop right there...save ur money!...buy this new mag called Chic!..its awesome only its a little flimsy and newspaper like but who cares!... its got all the info we need to know ;)
from the shops with sales, to latest cafe outlets, to in fashion and out fashion, to the cheapest deals and the coolest accesories!!...its the perfect shopping savvy girl guide...

but unless of course you are highly brand conscious then stick to 'Elle'. but hey tip for the week...grab a copy of Chic from the nearest 7-11 now!...its $2.50...wats the big loss anyway:)

PS: im like so totally campaigning for it la...no worries, im NOT being paid...hahaha

*cloverville*

Imperfect Humans

2009-08-12T17:45:00.000-07:00

we are so used to seeing imperfection and normalities in our lifetimes that when something perfect and rare comes by we try our very best to find fault in it...

why?...can't we just accept things as they are and not question them, what exactly is it that we are afraid of?
humans... we are just never satisfied until, we want to be satisfied.
and 'want' is a very interesting word.
it could mean the good, or the bad. whatever the decision may be, you are the only person who has the final say.
how the repercussions are, be it good or bad, you face it. it'll make you a better person.
its a darn bitter pill to swallow when you make a decision that affects or even hurts others, strangely it only makes you want your choice more.

*cloverville*

Lost

2009-08-10T19:14:00.000-07:00

LOST for words
LOST for thoughts
LOST in a limbo of spatial existence

i was abandoned on the concretes of a highway
without an address and felt very much a stray

i called out to you in despair
and all you did was have a tantrum affair

in the night i sat there alone
hoping you'd come back to bring me back home
a tear drop tripped off my eye and fell to my skirt, which was torn and stained just like the shirt
no one to wipe it; no one to know it
i lay there in pain all covered in dirt

every pore in me is screaming out for your attention and love
every nerve yearns for your comfort and nothing above
how can you say i dun want you when you wont even look at me
i cant tell you how much you mean cos you get all touchy

why oh why, and what should i do
i lay there in silence and in love for you

the works of fire crackers reflected on my eye,
the pain within, bursts out to the sky
every breath, every leaf, every drop that passes is sending you messages like doves in masses

i lay there in hope that one might reach
in time to see me before I'm bleached
I've used up all that i had and i have no more...the last bits of my remains I'll gladly offer you if that might make you show a glimpse of your love to me, but I'd only wish that i lived at least a moment to witness it before I'm gone.

the wind is cold and cuts my face,
my lungs are tight and filled with haze,
i lay there shrivelled waiting for you,
will you come, will you see, will you pick me up and love me...
will you?

*cloverville*

Sometimes..its just nice to hear...

2009-07-24T04:47:00.000-07:00

Well see here's the thing...a lot of us just happen to be really modest in life. even at a point where we really want something, one would actually turn it down because they re simply being modest. for example, if you are upset about something and one concerned being says,
"hey..you alright?" and you re like...
"yea ...cool...i'm fine"...that being the blatant lie has got an underlying message... which goes,
"NO I'M NOT PLEASE ASK ME SOME MORE!".
that is not being difficult, that's just being human. and nobody said anything wrong about being human.

Many of us find it difficult to talk to someone who obviously is upset about something or rather very unhappy about life at the moment. in such cases, the most natural thing to do is of course to go in your soft tone; the one that has Mother Theresa written all over it; all comforting and warm and ask, "what is it dear, what happened". now, problem is, you never get your answer soon enough.
many of us may have experienced either
1) the person opens up at first try
2) it goes on for a few more tries (patience and tolerance are God-ly virtues trust me not everyone has it)
3)you even get snapped at
4)you might even get scolded
5)or worse brutally pushed away; physically and metaphorically speaking.

at times like this, one can only show how much you love them. it is difficult, oh yes...he he, but this is someone you really care about. even better, this is someone you love:) all the more you want to go all the way through to catch hold of them and hug them and say "it's alright, i'm here, i'll make it better for you".
how many of us actually do that? instead we say, "you know wat, i dunno, just go do what makes you happy". right?
aah...i see some nods of sad approval...(:
its not wrong really...at the end of the day, we are all humans, some of us have very high tolerance level, some of us have very little. love increases everything.

The biggest tip is this, when you feel like crap, as in all you wanted to do is help and you realise, everything you say goes the wrong ear hole. stop and think, what would you like them to do for you when you feel in such a way?
the answer to this question ...is your biggest hint.

unless of course, you've tried and did exactly, and very truthfully, what you would've liked them to do to you, and still they snap at you then...this is the cue. drop it. they ll get outtavit themselves by feeling guilty for kicking you away....or they just don't want you.

but you sure you've tried your best?....is that the best you can do?....is that only how much you can show how much you care and love?...ask yourself.

i say what i've been saying since the first day, "you don't have what it takes to show how much you love?, then you don't have what it takes to fall in love". it is that simple, and there is no two ways about it.

~cheers~

*cloverville*

E.S.C.A.P.A.D.E.S.!.!.!

2009-07-08T22:49:00.000-07:00

The Nightly Adventures of Saravanan, Vishnu, Jaya and of course the cause of their adventures...Udaya the great.

hahaha...well well...thought of amusing myself by writing them down..but i just realise i got shit loads of work to do...so haha...

coming soon!

*cloverville*

To choose or not to choose; that is the question

2009-07-07T21:50:00.000-07:00

The BIG picture...thats wat everybody wants to see...everybody wants to know. But how do you go about doing that...the choosing part...

To choose the right person...and for that, you need to know the big picture...

the small view is that you love him...he loves you...but to choose the right boyfriend(girlfriend)... to choose the right man(woman) ...to choose the right husband(wife)...is that enough?

the question is...HOW?

well here s wat i know...first things first, it goes in that order...choosing the right boyfriend then you decide if he s the right man and then...you ll regard him your husband.

Love...funny how that works...not the type that makes you laugh but yea...you know wat i mean. strangely when you decide to get married; to live with someone for the rest of your life...and i mean REST OF YOUR LIFE, dun you think you have to consider every single detail? and detail not meaning their tiniest flaws...but your tiniest needs...when you're young and care-free...it doesn matter...but when you are of age and matured, life hits you hard on the face that that is seriously not enough.

well if you have heard...all that crap about "dun worry things will change after you get married" is bull-shit please dun fall for it!

i've seen many...heard many countless marriages that has fallen into that category...never lasted, lived on masks and silence. is that what you want? think again.

whether or not he loves you, whether or not you love him is definitely one of the criteria, but it isn't the only one.

(this applies to both men and women)

1. this person must love you...and the definition of love will be shown in the following

2. this person should have enough love to last the both of you

3. this person should love you enough to justify even your mistakes.

4. when there is a problem, will the person stand by you? or will he/she start to point fingers?.

5. at times of need or crisis, will the person get worked up? or will he/she stay calm and try to work things out?

6. when you are having a fit, will the person up and leave? or wait till you're done with your tantrum

7. will the words and decision the person makes, ...make or break the relationship further. which one does he/she do? if you know what you're gonna say is gonna break the relationship then don't do it. if it is going to make it better, then give your soul to do it...will this person do that for you?

8. this person should never hurt you or abuse you in any form, be it mentally, physically or emotionally cos hurting you... should hurt him/her twice as much.

9. life is a pathway created to reach death...will this person, in all his/her efforts make it a lovely one, even if it takes the life outta him/her.

10. last but not the least...this person...will move heaven and hell if he/she has to ...just to be with you. despite anything...i mean ANYTHING.

p.e.o.p.l.e....this is the woman you need to choose...or man for the matter.

in fact, you should've gone through all this when you are dating the person...that is wat dating is for...for you to know the person, find out and see if your checklist is ticked...then you move onto a relationship but then almost everyone one of us make this mistake...we decide all this after being in a relationship and then you have a break up...and you get hurt and everything else that you do not need to go through...

but of course...you have to tick the checklist knowing for yourself that you fulfil those first..naturally.

it is never too late to realise...how much you should love your partner...never...even if you are inches from a break-up (for good) or minutes to saying 'i do'...it is never too late to realise...if that is what you really want. whether you've given your all...have you?every last drop of love...have you drained them all?...if after all...and i mean ALL...things dun last...
then it is only two things...you don't love enough...or that person does not love you enough.

Love does crazy things to people...it makes you wanna do things that you don't normally do...
it makes you wanna hold your partner in this pedestal and cherish him/her...
respect him/her...take him/her as the gift God has given you and believe in him/her.
Love makes you want to go that extra mile just to show him/her how much you love that person.
Love doesn allow you to fight...it makes you wanna say,'hey please dun fight with me lets work things out' even if you are the most difficult person in the world...
the Beauty of Love is that it makes you wanna do all this...it makes you change...*snap* just like that....

truth be told...if you don't feel that happening to you...you are not ready for love...and hence...you don't ...you just happen to like this person for many other reasons that will facilitate your living...not cos you LOVE the person.

L A D I E S. . .you dun have to look far; simple things..
does he cup your face and say i love you...
when he kisses you, is it delicate like he doesn have the heart to hurt you...
does he look into your eyes and tell you how beautiful you are in the most believable dramatic way...
make you believe that his eyes are for you and you only...
every now and then keeps looking at you with so much love cos that is how much you mean to him...
his problems don't exist when he is with you...
every other love song seems to depict his words for you.....*sigh*
i can go on and on...the simplest smallest things that he does... think about it this is the man whose name you are going to adopt...your children are going to bear his name...is he worth it?, when it comes down to responsibility and handling life and carrying you in his heart, is he strong enough?

never too late to think...

never too late to start Loving...why else did God make you if not to be loved and to love...

*cloverville*

Weekend!!

2009-06-28T21:40:00.000-07:00

G O O D N E S S ...haven had a proper chilling out weekend for quite some time...but yay! this one was cool:)...the last one was when vishnu myself sara and jaya went out..haha to Jeanz...apparently...cos we stayed there less than an hour...and left to elsewhere to sit down and talk crap the whole night...vishnu being the nocturnal one was so on about playing games...hahaha...we did have a so called pillow fight which i :) obviously won...the other two happening souls were dozing off to lala land...hhaha ..haiyo haiyo...

This was cool cos it started with a well slept in saturday morning...and i was off to Lisa's place:) Sashi and his girlfriend were there with Anand too..they were there since the previous night it seems...it was a nice surprise though...after giving Lisa and Shanker the best wake-up call they could ve received hehe...we sat eating lunch talking crap and watching Jodha Akbar...waow i say..

Me was missing a certain someone who was supposed to come at 5 ended up showing himself at 7 plus...all was well and Vishnu came at like 9...and after much talking and eating and all sortsa crap...we decided to go for a swim at like 11 plus at night hahahaha...haiyo haiyo...a few sequences that happened after getting down to the pool are not to be mentioned on a public space hahahahaha cos it involves two well-respected beings' reputation ...after some crazy stuff...it was waddling-in-the-pool time...while Lisa was baby-sitting all of us we tried not cause any disaster and wake up the neighbourhood which i think we did hahaha...

And...then we decided to go Jeanz after washing up and all la...and meeting Jaya and all...but...the problem with that house is that once you enter it is rather impossible to leave easily...so...there went the whole night...and i mean the whole night till 5 plus in the morning...sitting on the roof top playing charades!!...wonderful idea given by the great Udaya Soundari...;)
It was so fun actually...they all got so hooked into it as time went ..couldn stop, last few rounds became never-ending....its the faces of vishnu and shanker which was totally cracking me up...hahaha...our team comprised myself vishnu and ...sara..hahah who was causing such calamities...and Lisa..who doesn understand tamil...but she helped!!hahaha...waow all she had to do was read wat we were doing in english and we ll translate...well well all in all it was an entertaining night...and sara's brains were shutting down already...hahaha...and wat a nutcase he is wen that happens...ended up talking crap till 7 plus and then we finally knocked out...

We're planning another holiday soon!!...before saravanan's vasantham star starts...then there goes all weekend till end of the year...Argh! haiz...looking forward to it...im gonna call jaya now and discuss things....

till later then:)tweece!

*cloverville*

Failure is God's way of saying..Oops! u're in the wrong direction...

2009-06-22T08:37:00.001-07:00

What is right or wrong?...can u tell?
If i did a mistake, so what if you tell me it is wrong...?
someone else would say it is right and its not really a mistake after all...?
how many people's opinion should i regard to come to a conclusion?

B.a.s.i.c.a.l.l.y, if the majority disagrees with my action, it is ...wrong. but if the same majority agrees with what i did then i am... correct.

S O... which is which?, who or what exactly is the society to us to tell us and label us for what we are doing. the action is ours, the effect is on us and the people around us, then who are these majority that we are always worried about?

The only thing that we, every individual, should be worried about, is our conscience.

Now that, is the true judge of our actions. you realise after doing something, or making a certain decision, you cant sleep, your life looks like its coming to an end, you feel miserable and the soul eats you up from the inside... you know you've make a mistake... even if the world tells you, you did the right thing........you're WRONG.
Say suppose, you feel at ease, nothing is bothering you, you can sleep peacefully and always in hope for a better tomorrow and life seems to be the best thing god has given you........then you know you've done justice, and gotten yourself a place in the 'you're-down-for-heaven' book.
OR, your conscience died long ago and you're just a creep.

When you feel life is swirling to become this huge black hole you cant seem to get out of, even if you haven done anything, then it is something you did... yesterday, or the day before, the previous week, month, year...a few years back...something you have not rectified the issue for...
Find it... Grip it... correct it ... and let go of it.

Be true to the first God known to man,: yourself. that little piece of goodness that resides in every soul... find it, confess, and tell yourself and explain to yourself what is it that you've done. and if you do not know how to ...then ask, ask out loud; HOW?
Try it, if you have a burning question to ask, anything at all, ask out aloud. when you're alone or whenever you are at most peace with the world, just ask. you'll be surprised to see that it only takes days perhaps a week for the universe to bring you the answer and present it to you in a manner that only you will understand. then it is all a matter of whether you want to listen to it or not.

Mistakes and Corrections are those that make the life that we call it a more memorable and cherish-able piece of goodness. makes you wanna treasure it cos you know how much you had to go through to get to where you are today, alive and breathing and ability to love and to be loved.

Live life for all its worth. don't let your mistakes and regrets go in vain. Spot it. Correct it. Move on with it. it does not do to dwell on mistakes. (easier said than done though)

No harm trying;)

*cloverville*

Men...women...life and love...tsk tsk tsk...

2009-06-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

Im not gonna justify that and protect my fellow female beings by saying oh its the men who are difficult we aren...nope...all humans are as complex ..be it he, she or watever.

the one way the men are related to women which causes the whole debate to start is of course when cupid strikes...
-you have the psycho lover, who will keep you in his hands and close to his heart and treat you like a queen- provided you listen to wat he says.

-then you have the soft spoken quiet ones to whom you are the world to and just wanna adore them and be a mother/wife for. cos they cant take the world without you

-and of course you have the sweet talkers...who talk their way through and ...the end

-you also have the sweet talkers who only do the sweet talking to the loved one and mean it and go all the way out to express their love for you, they re the sort who gaze into your eyes, make you blush, tuck your hair behind the ear for you, wants to hold you in their arms for as long as they can, steal every possible moment to kiss you and say i love you and yea...the one who makes the effort to show it actions that he is for you and only you...

...and then...you have those who are hopelessly in love with you, honestly cant live without you cos no.1 theres no-one else to take their nonsense and no.2 they dont want anybody but you...but you see this type of guy will be a bit of the soft spoken type that was previously mentioned...BUT!...too much ego, too much temper...too much of nothing-good that stops them from coming forward and expressing their undying love for you. and to make it all worse...grew up an idiot who cant express their love for you.

see ladies and gentlemen...this is where problem starts...when you cant express love...when you cant show them how much you love them. that, im sorry is just sad. because regardless of the gazillion times... repeating over and over and over again about how much you love the person and that he cant live without you and that he ll protect you and care for you and like yada yada yada... i mean seriously...when you cant see it of feel it...wats the bloody use?. this is men who fall under the last category will choose to go for a girl who is highly understanding, willing and of course someone he knows very well loves him to the dead end, so that he can relax and continue with life having someone who dotes on him yes but he doesn have to do much to win the love of that person.

ladies ladies...just dont make that mistake...or even men for that matter...life is unfair... like it or not. love does not come easy, it HAS to be won...if that person already loves you like crazy, then good, you have a head start. take it for granted and you re doomed. no matter which happy cloud you're sitting on, you have to do wat it takes to keep that love next to you all the time...even if she/he swears her/his undying love for you...your job is to make sure that you do wat you have to do.
let the creative juices flow...if you're like , why do i have to do something out of the ordinary, why do i have to do something out of the way just so that i can make things work, things are already good on its own...*imagine holding your face and speaking in slow motion and in very high volume* "IT WONT LAST LONG YOU IDIOT !"
-imagine...just imagine that one fine day your partner finds a new friend of your gender, and that friend, ...talks to her/him in a manner that makes her/him feel beautiful, talks to her/him in a manner that makes her/him feel wanted, and most importantly, directly or indirectly makes her/him relise that his/her current boy/girlfriend is not doing enough for her/him and that is not what he/she deserves....!!! ...imagine...wat if?!?!...even if the person has the most strongest love for you...give and take 10 years...im telling you the relationship will fall apart. Divorce exists so dun think marriage is gonna do any good, in fact it'll make it worse!

See, what im trying to get at is this...i know, after all the lovey dovey times...there are such things like work stress...then again whose family doesn have issue...and of course times are bad and pockets are tight...tempers running high....despite all that, you have to know that you are not the only one, your partner is going through the same crap. so its not an excuse to take a step back cos you have other things...come on man, what is your priority?...shouldn he/she come first? this is the person you re gonna spend the rest of your life with...how are you gonna give the affirmation to this soul that he/she can trust you that you will keep her/him happy after getting married?...that you will dote and cherish her and keep her in your heart and hold her till the end of time...how?
by saying "you know wat i already told her, she should've known me by now...after saying all that if she still doubts me then i cant do anything already"...?
give up attitude...

the time you have before you propose to her is your precious foundation period...this is time that you will use to build your relationship on...honestly, do not expect her to just look at you and say yes just cos you bought her this amazing ring and you kneeled on the perfect location...im sorry, for all you know she might just say no. cos no woman...(at least i hope so)...no woman is stupid to fall for that day alone and decide the rest of her life's fate.it has to be the best, it has to be consistent, it has to be from heart. all three has to be present during these times. any one missing and ....well....dont bet on the 'i do'.

Indians...they are the ones who are always committing these mistakes...fellow people...,its time to look past emotions and your nose...look at the bigger picture, you have to be happy in order to make your loved one happy...so if you feel that you dont deserve what you have, do not commit to it. and those who are guilty of the above mentioned do-nots, please...please...its time to change... you either buck up and change your ways now... or sit and cry that he/she has left you for a better life... (im not talking abt money and status)....for her/his true happiness...

and then...dont you dare put the blame on her or be angry... cos the fault is on you...

you've been warned.

*For all the love souls in the world...everyone deserves a happy ending, please, never stop finding yours...*

*cloverville*

MOVIES!!!

2009-06-09T23:06:00.000-07:00

y o u ... have to...i mean HAVE to watch Night at the Museum 2...maybe not in the theatres but at least at home...on the DVD...hahahaha...im laughing thinking abt it...its a no brainer movie...but its HILARIOUS...hahaha..that egyptian guy is amazing really...

im just sorry for those 'Star Wars' lovers...they made darth vader look like a complete joke...Oscar made a guest appearance..how cute..

Saravanan was asking me to go watch the movie for so long and i didn want to cos i thought it'll be like the first one...but guess who's more charmed with the movie now...hehehehe...convinced Vishnu and jaya to come watch it again with me...hahaha yes i watched it twice...i made it sound like it was the movie of the year...hahaha...
honestly i must have had some guts to go back home that late...like 3 plus...i mean seriously...if you knew me at all..you must be wondering how that miracle happened...well it did...i've got a new 101-ways-to-get-an-excuse-from-parents guide...:jaya...i mean..im not the only one...hahaha. the movie didn last till 3 am in the morning...but Vishnu's after math did...hahaha i think he was rather traumatised with the movie that he needed to get his mind off things...haha i guess its just the build up that i gave for the movie..but no...you just watch the movie k..its nice...its funny...*rolls and laughs*

many more on the line...well lets see
- transformers!! (the lady is hot mike...)
- HARRY POTTER!!! (i got no fellow hogwarts fan to watch it with...:(
- Ghosts of past girlfriends:)
- The UGLY truth...

ok so far thats all...i think...tweece!

*cloverville*

I'm Back!!!

2009-06-09T22:21:00.000-07:00

okies..... R.E.C.E.N.T.E.V.E.N.T.S !!....watched night at the museum 2...did pradhana vizha...back to school for remedials...hugely excited over this upcoming drama series...went out almost every other fortnight with darlings like vishnu...jaya...mary...deva...and of course my library love hahaha...helped deva paint his new house...and ....ate lotsa food!

ok ok...starting with pradana!!...yay!..woohoo!...and great thumbs up to all who got the awards:)...im happy for vishnu, he deserved it for dhool '06 and of course everything else that he did...and maaran!..for the most popular artiste thingy...waow...*standing ovation* that reminds me !!>>Rafi's performance was reeeeeeeeeeeaaallly amazing...im grinning in case you didn realise...haiz...i wish somebody sings to me like that...*hints to those who should*..and im all yours..hahaha...not really but yea u get the picture...and i hosted with Vadi!!...probably one of the most loved person in the country...i know i had dhool before this..but hey even if i have worked with him a million times...its still kaanbom karppom uncle:D...he is such a joy...*thanks lucky stars*

and of course the day was filled with rehearsals...food!...happening friends to sit and talk crap...hahaha...a few things we do best..and the dresses not to forget...i loved the dress i was wearing...i ll buy it if a could...its that amazing...waow!!...and of course there s something i wish i had done...and will definitely do it..the next time round when i see the chance...

RESPECT is like the fundamental important aspect of any relationship..be it friends, family, ur better-half, seniors, juniors, fellow artistes, colleagues or anybody else for that matter....being friendly and to say an offending joke or something that demeans you is tolerable to a certain level; and that if you are a very close friend to that somebody...if not you have to draw the line yourself or at least know ur surroundings before you talk. without naming names: i saw someone talk in a rather rude manner to a friend of mine in front of a whole lot of ppl, that included make-up artistes, fellow artistes, dancers, and many others...all i could do was shut him up with a few lines in the most nicest way.
Now....i would ve snapped; given anybody else or any other circumstances but because i knew that this particular somebody is actually a very humble and respectful boy, but for reasons that i know very well, took his stride a bit too far to the point of being rather rude. some can say, "oh he was just joking and treated that senior like a friend and so he said it on those friendly context. but i ll disagree. Even myself, i have joked abt my friends's appearance/actions/dressing many many times...but i've never spoken or insulted him the way this new guy did. actually none of the friends in my circle has ever spoken to him like that in a group of everybody.
it bothers me because, this is the influence that a particular someone has one this boy. someone who was heard telling him openly to not regard my friend at all...then again...there would be those who say, " oh he just said it in a joking manner..."...im sorry...there are many things to joke abt somebody and there are many ways to share a joke abt someone...it doesn neccessarily have to come in the manner of having to demean the person...and i mean...constantly. even the funniest joke isn funny after some time...
So...yea...

*cloverville*

2008-11-30T07:08:00.001-08:00

Prank Calls..I've made a few myself..plain simple harmless pranks that probably made one confused abt life or something for a about a minute and that's about it. but u should hear the ones I'M receiving.. total blank strangers who apparently know your name ..call you...relate to you and then go into a stream of vulgarities and try and achieve that whole self-satisfying...lame... loser crap.. but oh well..i suppose when u belong to the whole feminine gender u kinda like attract these oh-i-so-dun-need-this-right-now sorta thingys all the time.. worse still if u happen to be someone that more than a few know about... no bragging i mean...puh-leees.. but that is the truth. sadly.

Those girls out there who think its only all glitz and glamour when you step into the media fraternity, u are so wrong. I can so say this cos i.... am obviously a newbie. been here in this place for only about a year now and look at it... stalking fan mails...stalking stragers... vulgar prank calls... public condemning ...at the face criticisms... jealous few and those who...just simply do not like my face...hahaha... but yea this is the real thing and if a newbie goes through this...imagine those who ve been here for years imagine all the taunts and comments and gossips they ve been through...and this part is where the world sees no gender...male or female..taunts and gossips come to you naturally when u re under the limelight.

like name it i ve heard it about myself...ridiculous ones like..
1. i'm married and has a child (the law doesn even allow me to get married at this age!)
2. i'm getting remarried end of this year (refer to above exclamation)
3. i'm related to S R Nathan ( not like im gonna get anything out of it..)
4. i have a snake for a pet (er..no for the record: im not quite acquainted with the reptiles)
5. i'm psychic ( i wish)
...these...just to name a few...

of course there are the usual gossips like i'm full of myself...i'm a stuck-up kid..i think i'm too good/pretty/beautiful/watever.. i'm flaunting crap that has got loads of boyfriends...HAIZ

hahaha funny part is..obviously none of the above mentioned is true...but like honestly u'd find it amusingly funny if u actually knew the real thing...like for one..i make friends so easily...in fact i ve been told too easy for my own good...talk to practically almost anyone and everyone...spent my growing up period with ppl who didn even look or considered me human let aloe a girl..and a pretty one that is...hahaha...and mike.. i used to be this all girl drama mama queen that lived her dreams for herself and only her...this and loads of boyfriends...do not go in the same sentence...i mean i still am all that but its just i do also live for somebody else cos i've gotten a boyfriend now haha...one boyfriend...singular mind u...hahaha.

and of course these are the comments that kinda amuses me ..hahaha but um..there are still those which aren actually amusing... more than that they kinda get to you and makes you wonder where you've gone wrong and what is it that u did to actually deserve such labels. like oh-so-nasty ones...but i guess its all just comes as a package when the performing art media is just so commercialised that way so even to those who come here to do what they enjoy like sing..dance ...act..or perform in any way for entertainment purposes they have to absorb these unwanteds as well.

But hey wats life without some spice:) the important thing about all these is that one should know how to handle it and go for what you believe in and dreamt for. wats urs...will be urs...

enough rambling for now...more comin' up yea... happy days!

*tweece*

2008-11-29T04:22:00.000-08:00

...Drunk..High... Men...haiz

They really do totally embarrass themselves dun they...drunk men... first bad: anything that wears a skirt looks menacingly attractive to them..second bad: they actually approach you and wanna talk to u...and the best part is they dun give a cow to who comes in between to stop them...encountered a loser in a similar situation at a D&D just the other day. Not that it affects ur life tragically but it kinda screws ur nice time out with friends.

*For girls in future who encounter such beings*:
1. Do not practice humanity with them. if they wanna shake ur hands.. and insist, be a the polite soul and share the handshake..or rather the fingershake..
2. Do not entertain questions..pretend somebody called you on the phone and walk away
3. If u aren't having a phone approach a nearby friend immediately
4. If u're one of those gutsy girls who make me proud tell him off( though it might lead to heated arguments...but hey if u can handle it ..why not i would say:))
5. Give him a strict face
6. If nothing works.. punch him on the face

The easier way out would be of course to have a responsible friend around who'll take care of things for you without you getting hurt. But if u'd ask me ..its always better to know how to safe urself first before anybody else..i mean its your life..makes sense right?

*tweece*

2008-11-27T19:59:00.000-08:00

The perfect morning for the good holiday kick-off...fresh cranberries with cereal ...the daily dose of orange juice and the rolie polies on disney channel and a quiet morning right there on the comfy-est couch in the house...i loike..(big grins)

and i simlpy cant resist the perfect moment to come up with my holiday list...here goes:
1. Vacation!!
2. DIY manicure and Pedicure
3. DIY facial
4. pampering bath tubs
5. hit the beach
6. holiday diet program
7. finish up my memory board

i am such a girl...mai gaad...

im still on the hunt for the top 5 books to read this month...i ll get right on it when im done with my search...other than that im pretty much set for all the goodies a good peaceful time can offer me...oh oh and did i miss this out?..

8. Spend total quality time with the dearies:)

Now that...is the difference btwn a successful and not holiday..now that im all set..lets get to the prep parts..DIY manicure and Pedicure...and facial...
lets get to the what-do-i-need list:
1. strawberries
2. papaya
3. lemon
4. coconut oil
5. sea salt (if too hard to get then normal salt)
6. dry green beans
7. dhal flour...or rather in tamil (kadalai maavu)
8. ur usual moisturising lotion

this is not a recipe list do not be alarmed...all for the very goodness of self-nourishment and beautiful results without having to carry a lighter wallet...now lets go get these and i shall get on to the details later...

*tweece*

happy hols:)

2008-11-26T23:24:00.000-08:00

yep..its the holidays..so looking at all the slacking-rolling-eating-sleeping free time that i'm gonna get..might as well do this....being someone who never believed in having personal thoughts out there on the virtual platform for the universe to read..i came to realise that sometimes..its just best to have things out there in the open...other than providing someone a good time-killer...i suppose its a good tool to let ppl know wat i want to since i dun seem to be getting the right chances to .. get my drift ?...i suppose..

ok now..enough of the serious intro...its happy holees!!!...so got a few things written on my list to fulfill in this precious month that i have ..not to forget christmas is a few snowflakes away...will update ya'll on the random things that happens...oh oh..did i tell you...THE most random-est-est-est things happen in my life...like name it ..it happens..know wat i mean.. well u'll know wen u read on.. u cannot have a straight life being a drama mama...and oh u are talking big huge mega sized dramas...hahaha...my life amuses me...

*CloverVille*